do you ever feel lonely?
like...you could be surrounded by 50 people but you still feel completely alone? thats how i feel. lonely. i feel like im one of those people that needs a boyfriend to keep them happy and thats why ive never been happy, ive never had a boyfriend. i just want someone that will hold my hand or give me a hug when a need a hug. is that too much to ask for? i feel like it is cause its happened to me. i feel like im going to be one of those old women, im not kidding, with like 10 cats still living with her mother or something. kim tells me that ill find someone and im so young and all that but i cant help but NOT believe her. i dont think its going to happen like that. i dont think theres that one special person for me.