Hellloooo
I'll write in here since I made the mistake of sleeping the afternoon away and now I find it difficult to go to bed and sleep.
Julian will be here tomorrow morning. Thank God. I was just e-mailing a friend about Julian, and how much I adore falling asleep next to him, and how I don't think there's any feeling in the world that could match up to how it feels to cuddle up next to the person you love and have him hold you tight and kiss you on the forehead and fall asleep. I love how he rolls over in the middle of the night and holds me tight. I look forward to a lifelong of forehead kisses and nighttime snuggles. Love is the best thing in the world.
I hung out with Momma today. We had lots of fun. I showed her the chapel and the reception hall where we'll be having our wedding. Julian hasn't even seen it yet. She really liked it, and thinks he will too. I hope I made a decision that really will please Julian too.
We went to Northwoods Inn for lunch and had all you can eat salad and cheese bread. I think I ate the 6 dollars worth of cheese bread... oooheee I regretted that later... but it was yummy. We walked the mall and got Aunt Shirley a pillow for her newly redone bedroom. We had a great time observing so many BAD outfits at the mall. Do people even look in the mirror when they leave the damn house? But anyway... I was going to go to dinner with her, but I was concerned about ruining the mood there since I know there are still some unresolved issues with me.
I'm really looking forward to our wedding, and I think it's going to be lots of fun with lots of surprises for people. Now, everybody knows I'm abnormal and kind of wacky, but some of the things about our wedding are going to really make people laugh... but I won't tell for now!
We are meeting with Walter tomorrow sometime to pick up the pictures. Yay! I'm really excited, and hoping I didn't totally squint my eyes in all the pictures as I have a tendency to do when I'm really overjoyed when I smile. Ha...
So, let's see here. My left hand has been horribly sore. My fingers throb ALL the time and I can't even clench a fist. I was so frustrated because my hand is so sore, I couldn't open the damn vanilla bottle when I was baking cookies yesterday evening. Grr... I'm tired of a computer job, it's really hard on my hands.
But anyways, enough whining about my hands... nobody gives a damn. I am going to book a flight up north first weekend of November to spend some time with Julian and his family.
I've always had the mentality of just doing NO homework while Julian and I are having our weekends, but lately, I've realized that is just how life is going to be until I'm done with school. I can't afford to take a weekend off from homework right now, so at least if we can be together, we can watch a movie and I'll do homework too. We're still together, but I've just got to discipline myself into doing homework.
God, I'm rambling... I guess I'll go now... maybe something magnificent is on TV, although I just watched the Apprentice and it's over... boo!
XO K to the O to the R to the A to the L
Julian will be here tomorrow morning. Thank God. I was just e-mailing a friend about Julian, and how much I adore falling asleep next to him, and how I don't think there's any feeling in the world that could match up to how it feels to cuddle up next to the person you love and have him hold you tight and kiss you on the forehead and fall asleep. I love how he rolls over in the middle of the night and holds me tight. I look forward to a lifelong of forehead kisses and nighttime snuggles. Love is the best thing in the world.
I hung out with Momma today. We had lots of fun. I showed her the chapel and the reception hall where we'll be having our wedding. Julian hasn't even seen it yet. She really liked it, and thinks he will too. I hope I made a decision that really will please Julian too.
We went to Northwoods Inn for lunch and had all you can eat salad and cheese bread. I think I ate the 6 dollars worth of cheese bread... oooheee I regretted that later... but it was yummy. We walked the mall and got Aunt Shirley a pillow for her newly redone bedroom. We had a great time observing so many BAD outfits at the mall. Do people even look in the mirror when they leave the damn house? But anyway... I was going to go to dinner with her, but I was concerned about ruining the mood there since I know there are still some unresolved issues with me.
I'm really looking forward to our wedding, and I think it's going to be lots of fun with lots of surprises for people. Now, everybody knows I'm abnormal and kind of wacky, but some of the things about our wedding are going to really make people laugh... but I won't tell for now!
We are meeting with Walter tomorrow sometime to pick up the pictures. Yay! I'm really excited, and hoping I didn't totally squint my eyes in all the pictures as I have a tendency to do when I'm really overjoyed when I smile. Ha...
So, let's see here. My left hand has been horribly sore. My fingers throb ALL the time and I can't even clench a fist. I was so frustrated because my hand is so sore, I couldn't open the damn vanilla bottle when I was baking cookies yesterday evening. Grr... I'm tired of a computer job, it's really hard on my hands.
But anyways, enough whining about my hands... nobody gives a damn. I am going to book a flight up north first weekend of November to spend some time with Julian and his family.
I've always had the mentality of just doing NO homework while Julian and I are having our weekends, but lately, I've realized that is just how life is going to be until I'm done with school. I can't afford to take a weekend off from homework right now, so at least if we can be together, we can watch a movie and I'll do homework too. We're still together, but I've just got to discipline myself into doing homework.
God, I'm rambling... I guess I'll go now... maybe something magnificent is on TV, although I just watched the Apprentice and it's over... boo!
XO K to the O to the R to the A to the L