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dear friends,
i whole-heartedly apologize. i have been in a very selfish and lonesome mood lately. no reason that i can see, but it has given rise to my want to go back to school. actually, la jolla had a hand in that also. i was inspired, as dad and i drove up the coast, by the enormous, beautiful houses mansions, castles even, to be wealthy. yes i'd settle for being a golddigger, but where's the respect in that? i want to be a designer. i have always wanted to be a designer. interior? fashion? jewelry? we'll see. but i know i could be awesome at it. my dad told me he wouldn't pay for trade school until i could prove that i was serious about wanting to do one thing. so next semester, its back to grossmont. i've decided i'm taking radio, sign language, and some type of art. i guess maybe i should take an academic class also. haha. does art history count as history? maybe i'll go talk to a counselor at the school today or next week. i need to change. i am one of the laziest people i know. i need to change. i need to be more active. i need to be a go-getter. i need to be more appreciative of everything. i need to start today. so while i'm here at work, i will check out grossmont's website and see when i can get in to see a counselor. if i can go today, i will. i need to make sure i am registered, see if there are any courses aimed toward a design degree/certificate. (momentary lapse of non-selfishness: PRINCESS ST! ♥) ok so starting today, i am a better person. i want to be able to say that i am a good person. right now, i dont really feel like i can say that about myself without lying. i dont wanna be a liar. ok im done ranting (for now) and i hope that you all accept my apology for being such a douche-bag laltely. ew. douche. haha. see, i am still funny, and i still love you. yes, you. :) xoxo. ~Janette
i whole-heartedly apologize. i have been in a very selfish and lonesome mood lately. no reason that i can see, but it has given rise to my want to go back to school. actually, la jolla had a hand in that also. i was inspired, as dad and i drove up the coast, by the enormous, beautiful houses mansions, castles even, to be wealthy. yes i'd settle for being a golddigger, but where's the respect in that? i want to be a designer. i have always wanted to be a designer. interior? fashion? jewelry? we'll see. but i know i could be awesome at it. my dad told me he wouldn't pay for trade school until i could prove that i was serious about wanting to do one thing. so next semester, its back to grossmont. i've decided i'm taking radio, sign language, and some type of art. i guess maybe i should take an academic class also. haha. does art history count as history? maybe i'll go talk to a counselor at the school today or next week. i need to change. i am one of the laziest people i know. i need to change. i need to be more active. i need to be a go-getter. i need to be more appreciative of everything. i need to start today. so while i'm here at work, i will check out grossmont's website and see when i can get in to see a counselor. if i can go today, i will. i need to make sure i am registered, see if there are any courses aimed toward a design degree/certificate. (momentary lapse of non-selfishness: PRINCESS ST! ♥) ok so starting today, i am a better person. i want to be able to say that i am a good person. right now, i dont really feel like i can say that about myself without lying. i dont wanna be a liar. ok im done ranting (for now) and i hope that you all accept my apology for being such a douche-bag laltely. ew. douche. haha. see, i am still funny, and i still love you. yes, you. :) xoxo. ~Janette