RAMBLINGS

[babyjess8]

Blah blah blah
things have been weird between us since thursday
when 'we' are in an odd mood, 'i' become even odder
i think all i want is to cuddle up and go to sleep forever
i'm not sure what he wants
i know that he doesn't want to come over tonight
i know that he knows that i'm cranky/whatever (he is more attentive when i'm in a bad mood)
he says we'll spend tomorrow together, but i have class all day then he's going out
he says he will stay in rather than going out with the boys
i don't want him to have to stay in if he doesn't really want to
i will do anything to make this whole thing better
gah hormones

then there's the ed girls thing
R is sad cos C is sad and keeps using her as a psychologist
it's bringing R down
i wish i could help but i don't know what to do

i could stay here forever
and hold you this way
cos you are all that i need
for you i'll give my soul to keep
see me, love me, just the way i am
i said for you i am a better man
i said you are the reason for everything i do
i'd be lost, so lost, without you
(for Zoey bear =P)