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Alright, so it's been a while. A long while. My son is doing wonderful. He's getting so big, he'll be six months on Monday. I love him more than words can say.
So i just spent a little while reading David's lj, wasn't to interesting. He's got a new girlfriend now, and all the quizzes he stole from her bad-mouthed me, which isn't anything out of the ordinary. I just... I didn't mean to hurt him, ya' know? I know what I did was wrong. I fully admit it, and if I could go back and do it over again, I would change the way things happened.
I mean everyone just assumes I'm this evil hateful bitch, and I'm not. I regret what happened, which is odd for me because I made it a rule never to regret anything. I guess I'll have to change some of my philosophies.
Things were just different. It wasn't the same with him anymore. I grew apart. I know that it was my fault. I know it was, and I admit it freely. I know that I've been angry, and spiteful for a while, but I'm over that now. I'm ready to admit the part I had in this.
I admit that what I did was wrong, and I'm sorry, and if I could make up for it I would. If I knew how, I'd try. I never meant for anyone to get hurt. I just became a different person... or rather, I finally let myself be who I was.
I guess that's just the way things are sometimes. I'm glad that he's happy again.
So i just spent a little while reading David's lj, wasn't to interesting. He's got a new girlfriend now, and all the quizzes he stole from her bad-mouthed me, which isn't anything out of the ordinary. I just... I didn't mean to hurt him, ya' know? I know what I did was wrong. I fully admit it, and if I could go back and do it over again, I would change the way things happened.
I mean everyone just assumes I'm this evil hateful bitch, and I'm not. I regret what happened, which is odd for me because I made it a rule never to regret anything. I guess I'll have to change some of my philosophies.
Things were just different. It wasn't the same with him anymore. I grew apart. I know that it was my fault. I know it was, and I admit it freely. I know that I've been angry, and spiteful for a while, but I'm over that now. I'm ready to admit the part I had in this.
I admit that what I did was wrong, and I'm sorry, and if I could make up for it I would. If I knew how, I'd try. I never meant for anyone to get hurt. I just became a different person... or rather, I finally let myself be who I was.
I guess that's just the way things are sometimes. I'm glad that he's happy again.