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So, I spent most of the day thinking and plotting my next moves. Not much can really be done on a Friday, but I sent out some emails and made a couple of phone calls anyway. I'll be calling one place back on Monday or Tuesday and doing much more on Monday that really wouldn't make sense to do now.
I put out my resume to a lot of local film productions going on for production audio crew, offering my services to post production as well. I also put out for some bullshit things too because right now the most important thing for me to do is make ends meet so I can get to the places I should be as opposed to FL. This even included a live-in assistant in South Beach that would make me $400/wk living in south beach with free rent just cooking and cleaning for someone. No biggie. I cook and clean like a beast when I do it.. it's perfect - at the same time, if that comes together then I'll pursue an internship at a Post Production facility in Coconut Grove at the same time which will get an internship for post production on films out of the way for the future, and more credits to my name.
I've been trying to be pretty positive about this. Being on the job could've hurt me in the long run, but not being on it hurts me even more financially. It's a toss up, but really just being unemployed is becoming more and more detrimental so I need to just find something to make ends meet. It's just difficult always trying to be a ray of sunshine when one thing falls apart after another and my parents are constantly nagging while I can't get out of my bedroom except to get food and use the bathroom because I can't leave the house with no money for gas or anything else. It starts to take a toll.. but I know what I have to do, I just have to start moving it along. Weekends suck.
I'm gonna go to bed earlier than I did yesteray.. I was up till 5am this morning. I can't keep doing that. I'm going to work on that over the weekend, getting back on a regular sleep schedule.
Well I found this.. and I'm going to try to keep it in the back of my mind while I'm working through this mess. I have to keep faith that everything happens for a reason and that in the end everything will be okay if I just keep fighting for my dreams to come true.
I move forward in my life every day, even if it's only a tiny step,
because I know that great things are accomplished with tiny moves,
but nothing is accomplished by standing still
Zig Ziglar
I put out my resume to a lot of local film productions going on for production audio crew, offering my services to post production as well. I also put out for some bullshit things too because right now the most important thing for me to do is make ends meet so I can get to the places I should be as opposed to FL. This even included a live-in assistant in South Beach that would make me $400/wk living in south beach with free rent just cooking and cleaning for someone. No biggie. I cook and clean like a beast when I do it.. it's perfect - at the same time, if that comes together then I'll pursue an internship at a Post Production facility in Coconut Grove at the same time which will get an internship for post production on films out of the way for the future, and more credits to my name.
I've been trying to be pretty positive about this. Being on the job could've hurt me in the long run, but not being on it hurts me even more financially. It's a toss up, but really just being unemployed is becoming more and more detrimental so I need to just find something to make ends meet. It's just difficult always trying to be a ray of sunshine when one thing falls apart after another and my parents are constantly nagging while I can't get out of my bedroom except to get food and use the bathroom because I can't leave the house with no money for gas or anything else. It starts to take a toll.. but I know what I have to do, I just have to start moving it along. Weekends suck.
I'm gonna go to bed earlier than I did yesteray.. I was up till 5am this morning. I can't keep doing that. I'm going to work on that over the weekend, getting back on a regular sleep schedule.
Well I found this.. and I'm going to try to keep it in the back of my mind while I'm working through this mess. I have to keep faith that everything happens for a reason and that in the end everything will be okay if I just keep fighting for my dreams to come true.
I move forward in my life every day, even if it's only a tiny step,
because I know that great things are accomplished with tiny moves,
but nothing is accomplished by standing still
Zig Ziglar