Nov 18, 2005 13:36
I know I haven't been here lately. Haven't really felt like updating anything over here. I do have my personal journal after all. This is just... a secret one. Sorta.
I can't believe it's been 3 months since my miscarriage. I had a normal period in September, and a not-so-normal one in October. It started and stayed just light spotting, no tissue like a normal period, no dark red. I have had no signs, no symptoms, etc. I took a test when that bleeding started and it was negative as can be. I should be due to start in a week. I'm going to take another test tomorrow. But I think that will be negative too.
I am going to call for an annual tomorrow to the place where Jon's aunt works. Well, where the doctors are based, she works at the hospital itself. I know I tried to get in there a few years ago, and they had a huge wait. I wonder how this will go. I just hope there is nothing weird going on and that everything is fine and we just haven't been hitting the right days. Then again, I don't see how that could happen *wink, wink*.
I got an email from my friend Dawn today. She's been married for a year now, and found out she is due July 5th. I'm both excited and saddened by this. Good for them, that is great. I want to make an announcement. But there is nothing to announce (most likely).
There is another girl here who is trying as well. She keeps asking me everyday if I am or not. Which is fine, but a touch annoying. I just know she is going to get pregnant before me.