May 22, 2005 22:06
Wow i was majorly busy today. Things of running around and doing house work, i had to run across for some potatoes and some dish soap so i could do my chores and well i went and got meself some pop :P but yea things have changed since last sunday, I had been baptised and I've had some days that weren't the best, most of them i was not happy about, I did nothing stupid but i just was really depressed about a sertine someone cause there is a possibility that i cant have them ever agian. I talked to shamus face to face yesturday....i think both of us were just as nervous as the other. but yea We had a very long talk and i loved it actually. Some things i regret not saying or doing like giving him a huge hug after i was there 2-3 hr's of the day. I talked to him kinda today we sent emails back and forth :P i got maybe 3 emails i think or something like that. But we had emailed back and forth and it made me want to talk to him even more. Wow things are different now...i am so happy....just finally talking to him agian makes me so happy...I miss everything about you....There is just so much...I love you so much.
Mandy xoxo