its been four months
I'm finally starting to get control over my life.
Meagan and I are moving to Seattle in June.
I've been working everyday..at a pizza place. haha.
I mean, yah its min wage and surprisingly hard work
[i have a new respect for anyone in the food buisness]
but this is the first job i dont dread going to everyday
and its awesome listening to metal with a bunch of guys.
I guess i dont have a problem being "one of the guys"
but sometimes i wish someone would see me differently.
I've been single for 2 years now.. but thats fine, i mean
yah i get lonely i wont lie, but i've realized guys just
complicate everything.. and risking your heart, well
i guess its not always worth it. Well not in my cases at least. I'm working on myself, as i have been for a while.
Not that i expect to reach "happiness" anytime soon i just want to feel comfortable in my own skin.
As far as men go..or shall i say, boys.. i'm sick of
feeling like i'm not "good enough" and i dont think thats the case..i know I'M WORTH LOVING and that says a lot to know who you are, what you want and how to bring passion into your life.
can you say that for yourself? i've reached self relization and it feels good.
p.s. muse makes me feel complete
Meagan and I are moving to Seattle in June.
I've been working everyday..at a pizza place. haha.
I mean, yah its min wage and surprisingly hard work
[i have a new respect for anyone in the food buisness]
but this is the first job i dont dread going to everyday
and its awesome listening to metal with a bunch of guys.
I guess i dont have a problem being "one of the guys"
but sometimes i wish someone would see me differently.
I've been single for 2 years now.. but thats fine, i mean
yah i get lonely i wont lie, but i've realized guys just
complicate everything.. and risking your heart, well
i guess its not always worth it. Well not in my cases at least. I'm working on myself, as i have been for a while.
Not that i expect to reach "happiness" anytime soon i just want to feel comfortable in my own skin.
As far as men go..or shall i say, boys.. i'm sick of
feeling like i'm not "good enough" and i dont think thats the case..i know I'M WORTH LOVING and that says a lot to know who you are, what you want and how to bring passion into your life.
can you say that for yourself? i've reached self relization and it feels good.
p.s. muse makes me feel complete