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i don't know what i feel like,
but i didn't really realize i really cared.
i know i'm being materialistic.
but i think i have a right.
don't say that just because my family and puppy are safe its all okay.
yes, thats the important things, the most important things.
its not the only thing. don't say "worse things could happen" because i fucking know. what do you call one of my best friends, along with another friend, dying in a car wreck a little over a month ago? is that WORSE enough for you? I said goodbye to my Emily, and Austin, and just two weeks ago to Matt.
worse could happen, and it has. and now this is happening and you know what i feel like i have the fucking right to be fucking pissed that i am losing literally every single thing i own aside from the three boxes of clothes i had brought up in august.
thats the kicker. i was supposed to go back home in october and get all my winter clothes and the things i had left.
i don't have a home to go back to anymore.
but i didn't really realize i really cared.
i know i'm being materialistic.
but i think i have a right.
don't say that just because my family and puppy are safe its all okay.
yes, thats the important things, the most important things.
its not the only thing. don't say "worse things could happen" because i fucking know. what do you call one of my best friends, along with another friend, dying in a car wreck a little over a month ago? is that WORSE enough for you? I said goodbye to my Emily, and Austin, and just two weeks ago to Matt.
worse could happen, and it has. and now this is happening and you know what i feel like i have the fucking right to be fucking pissed that i am losing literally every single thing i own aside from the three boxes of clothes i had brought up in august.
thats the kicker. i was supposed to go back home in october and get all my winter clothes and the things i had left.
i don't have a home to go back to anymore.