A whole big mess this will be
Hm Well I was admitted into the hospital yesterday around 2...I guess they got tired of me asking and sent me home this morning...They said I was doing much better seeing as I could keep food down wasn't passing out all the time and the bleeding had stopped. I have a lump on my head from where I passed out in the doctors and smashed my head. It still kinda hurts but w/e. They were having trouble getting the i.v. in and takin blood because I was so dehydrated my veins would collapse. I saw Craig cuz he works there now rather than Healthsouth. So he talked with me a bit. Made it a lil easier. Mom told Ryan I was there so he came and saw my stayed with me for a while. I didn't get a wink of sleep becuase my machines kept going off and they kept coming and taking blood and my blood pressure and what have you so I was stoked to come home and go to sleep. But I am feeling so much better now. Thank you Angie for everything. I'd be lost without you. UhRyan just left. I fell asleep on him...he's comfy. Last few days have been so fuckin crazy. I was talking to Mom today about the situation with the friendship that just ended. I asked her if she was disappointed and if I was being foolish. She said she was disappointed to see it end but that I can only hold on for so long...and that I needed to do what I needed to do. I was very glad she agreed with me. I didn't expect her to I expected her to do the whole you're throwing away so many years of a friendship and yadda yadda but she didn't and for some reason that means a lot to me.I just wish it didn't take me so long to realize what was going on and that i didn't need it and that I COULD survive without this person in my life. I'm so very happy now though. I have great friends...amazing. The few that I have are just so wonderful that it feels as though I have a thousand of them....they are just that amazing and I thank you guys. ;) My boyfriend...treats me so good. No complex with this one. Hes great. I couldn't be more happy...and my parents adore him as well. So there is a plus. Work has been better lately. My boss called me into her office the other day to give me my 90 evaluation and tell me how much she appreciates me and all my "hard" work. When I called out yesterday she called me 2 times from work to see how I was doing. When I called her from the hospital she asked if there was anything I needed or if she could do anything for me or get me anything. When I called her this morning to tell her I was home but on bed rest for a few days she was good about it and such. I'm glad we are starting to get a long now. Kathy called me to see how I was doing and yadda yadda. I was like Wow people care about me made me feel like I was important. But I go back to work on Monday. Mom wants to do the whole birthday thing this weekend which I think is stupid I told her don't bother. After 18 birthdays just don't much matter. But w/e makes her happy I suppose. I have Wednesday off so I'm looking forward to seeing a friend of mine who is coming to visit. YAY!!!! I went to Checkers on 4 corners yesterday. I saw Jesse a boy I used to party with while I was in school and Renise from chorus and Stacey of course. So that was kinda nice I was shocked to see them I went to see Stacey and got the whole crew. I didn't know Jesse andRenise worked there but it was so nice to see them. Renise hasn't changed a bit. lol. Jesse is growin his hair out makes his face look thinner. Stacey is still the exact same...as if there was any doubt. Hm Well I suppose I'm gonna get going. I'm startin to feel ikky again so I'm gonna bounce on off to bed. Later guys!