Darling, you're mean
New years eve- stayed inside and studied.
Birthday evening-- was the designated driver for coworkers. Felt like slapping extremely sexist idiot for saying dirty things to me in Spanish.
I could be forming a bike gang with the Mexicans that ride to work. No one has cars and I don't need to use mine to get there. The prospect of a bike gang is somewhat exciting.
Tyler came back from hiding. He's a strange character and goes away for a month every once in awhile. I worry about him and we've got to get our band back together. He's good for me in that sense. There's rarely a rift between our personalities even though there is a 13 yr difference. I feel I must have been born so many times and reborn for this current life. I'm not sure I believe in reincarnation as a religious principle, but it makes sense in most every other way. The earth renews itself--why not its inhabitants?
Tomorrow night I go out with the Italians, the Swede, and the German for a film. I like that living here I don't hangout with many Americans. It's fun (even if a little frustrating sometimes).
I am procrastinating on writing my essay for my grad school application and obsessing over the Penguins. I really wish I could be at home....then maybe I could go down the street to Fleury's house and make friends with them hehe. His girlfriend Veronique seemed really cool and I'm sure she's lonely when he's away. I always imagined us knitting together or something.... strange. There's just too much drama, hormones, and the stuff of life blowing around and I hope things settle down. I need a more stable life. No more staying up until 4 and 5. No more killer instincts.
Birthday evening-- was the designated driver for coworkers. Felt like slapping extremely sexist idiot for saying dirty things to me in Spanish.
I could be forming a bike gang with the Mexicans that ride to work. No one has cars and I don't need to use mine to get there. The prospect of a bike gang is somewhat exciting.
Tyler came back from hiding. He's a strange character and goes away for a month every once in awhile. I worry about him and we've got to get our band back together. He's good for me in that sense. There's rarely a rift between our personalities even though there is a 13 yr difference. I feel I must have been born so many times and reborn for this current life. I'm not sure I believe in reincarnation as a religious principle, but it makes sense in most every other way. The earth renews itself--why not its inhabitants?
Tomorrow night I go out with the Italians, the Swede, and the German for a film. I like that living here I don't hangout with many Americans. It's fun (even if a little frustrating sometimes).
I am procrastinating on writing my essay for my grad school application and obsessing over the Penguins. I really wish I could be at home....then maybe I could go down the street to Fleury's house and make friends with them hehe. His girlfriend Veronique seemed really cool and I'm sure she's lonely when he's away. I always imagined us knitting together or something.... strange. There's just too much drama, hormones, and the stuff of life blowing around and I hope things settle down. I need a more stable life. No more staying up until 4 and 5. No more killer instincts.