Ummm..
My morning tragedy....
I did wake up at 5 and whatever then I layed down are 10 to 6 and couldn't fall asleep. SoI was just laying there and then I got into my whole thing about not wanting to fall asleep but then staying awake I wanted to sleep. Ya know it was weird and you all don't care but I am just gonna say it anyways. Well I started thinking about death and stuff and how easy it would be for someone so close to you just to die and you wouldn't even get the chance to tell them bye or that you love them.... I don't know why I started thinking this.. It just like makes me think about Brittany and how I didn't even get to tell her bye or anything. I was w/ her like 2 or 3 days before the accident to... I mean at the time me n her were like best friends. I would be over there for like 2 or 3 weeks and come home for a day and then go back for like 2 or 3 more weeks. I hate thinking about all this. and I had a dream that I was running through this like hall w/ a bright light. It's so crazy. I was trying to get away from something but I don't know what.
I don't know what is going on.
I did wake up at 5 and whatever then I layed down are 10 to 6 and couldn't fall asleep. SoI was just laying there and then I got into my whole thing about not wanting to fall asleep but then staying awake I wanted to sleep. Ya know it was weird and you all don't care but I am just gonna say it anyways. Well I started thinking about death and stuff and how easy it would be for someone so close to you just to die and you wouldn't even get the chance to tell them bye or that you love them.... I don't know why I started thinking this.. It just like makes me think about Brittany and how I didn't even get to tell her bye or anything. I was w/ her like 2 or 3 days before the accident to... I mean at the time me n her were like best friends. I would be over there for like 2 or 3 weeks and come home for a day and then go back for like 2 or 3 more weeks. I hate thinking about all this. and I had a dream that I was running through this like hall w/ a bright light. It's so crazy. I was trying to get away from something but I don't know what.
I don't know what is going on.