Oh WOW!
Wow, where has the time gone. I dont know if anyone ever reads mine anymore. Oh well. I will just write, maybe it wil help me get my mind off my sucky life right now.
So on thursday last week was my birthday. I was so excited that day. When i turned 16, no huge deal for me. But this year, i was counting down the days until my birthday. My birthday just seemed like a big deal to me this year. I turned 17 and i am loving it... but i almost always love my life so it is all good.
Me and Robert broke up on friday night and i am upset. For Saturday and Sunday i seemed more angry and pissed of but that was becasue of the fights we were getting in. Now, this morning and yesterday i have been thinking about him a lot and how much i miss him and how much i love the boy so much. I wish i could make all our fights go aways just so i could have him back. I know i just need space from guys right now. But when i think about him i miss him and i wonder if i asked him back out like after summer if he would forgive me for all the hurt i caused and take me back or say "screw you" and go on his merry way. I will hopefully get over this sad/depressed/"I miss my baby" feeling. I love that boy so much.
Ok so i am going to stop complaining about how crappy my life is going right now. I promise i will write in here again. I need to start writing in here again. :)
Oh p.s. Kelsey if you ever check this I MISS YOU!!!!!
So on thursday last week was my birthday. I was so excited that day. When i turned 16, no huge deal for me. But this year, i was counting down the days until my birthday. My birthday just seemed like a big deal to me this year. I turned 17 and i am loving it... but i almost always love my life so it is all good.
Me and Robert broke up on friday night and i am upset. For Saturday and Sunday i seemed more angry and pissed of but that was becasue of the fights we were getting in. Now, this morning and yesterday i have been thinking about him a lot and how much i miss him and how much i love the boy so much. I wish i could make all our fights go aways just so i could have him back. I know i just need space from guys right now. But when i think about him i miss him and i wonder if i asked him back out like after summer if he would forgive me for all the hurt i caused and take me back or say "screw you" and go on his merry way. I will hopefully get over this sad/depressed/"I miss my baby" feeling. I love that boy so much.
Ok so i am going to stop complaining about how crappy my life is going right now. I promise i will write in here again. I need to start writing in here again. :)
Oh p.s. Kelsey if you ever check this I MISS YOU!!!!!