What do people want from me?
I really don't know what he wants from me! I have told him several times that all I can do is be friends with him. I don't want to be in a relationship right now! I need to figure out what I want out of life and what makes me happy. Like I have told me several times he doesn't make me as happy as I once was. I'm sick of playing these games. I'm trying to get my life together, and I don't need anyone to stand in my way. I have my own place, and I'm going to school I don't need someone to mess things up for me now. I'm sure I have been an ass toward some people within the past month, and I know there is no excuse for it. However, it's just really hard to have something you feel so passionate and love ripped out of your life. I'm not dwelling on it, or so beside myself that I can't function. Sometimes it's just hard. I often wounder if he ever thinks about us, I don't know. Life is fucking crazy. Anyway to get on track, I don't want anything more than just friends with this guy and he just don't seem to understand that. I will tell him the same shit over and over and he still doesn't get the point. What can you do? BTW Angie had her baby, it's a little boy his name is Gage he is so cute. I guess Heather is suppose to have her baby sometime this week, but who knows. Got to go. :)