so yeah

Jan 12, 2006 22:29

virginia is going ok watching kids all the time its fun and exhausting but eh its fine by me.dennis and i got into a fight the other night i was drunk and he was billergiant and shit and we went over the neighbors house (mind u we are broken up) and he walked in the door and told everyone that if they talked to me he would fuck them up. that is kinda messed up in my eyes but there isnt ne thing i can do. then we got into a fight that same night and i ended up punching him in the face. i didnt mean to i was drunk and i know that thats not an excuse but he just pushed my last nerve and i couldnt take it ne more. have u ever reached that point bc i know that i did. and now we are fighting twice as bad and its driving me insane. the other day he got mad at me bc i vent to my friends about shit he does bc i dont have ne one to talk to and he says im talkin shit and he told me that everyone i talk to he was gonna come back to michigan and fuck them up. i put that in less violent words than he said and he also told me taht i can live with it on my mind bc it was my fault then i told him he was crazy and that i couldnt deal with it ne more bc i was terrified of him and that i was done. and he told me that he wasnt done with me until he said he was done with me.WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO. i love him to death i really do but this shit is getting rediculious. but ne ways. yeah if ne one can give me advice it would help. and hes usually only like that when hes drunk he usually just nit picks at me and talks shit to me when hes sober and he tries to justify it bc hes drunk i dont understand i am stuck in a rut and i dont know what to do. other than that virginia is going good weather is nice and everything. well im gonna go hes gonna be home soon and i dunno if hell yell at me for being on here so lots and lots of love to you all.

love Julie
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