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I've not been myself lately and I dont know why. I have been in kind of a state of depression. Everyone has noticed it and I dont know what to tell them besides... nothing. Because I know im unhappy and im sad but I dont know why for. I just am, and when I think about not knowing whats wrong with me I just get more depressed. Im usually pretty good with being on top of myself and knowing myself. But this time I really dont know whats wrong. I am always happy, usually even if im mad I can usually bring a smile to my face or make myself happy. Today... It all changed. Me and Maria were talkin and I figured out what was wrong with me. I dont really want to broadcast what it was but now that I know I can be myself again! It feels soo good to just ... BE HAPPY! Ugh, its a weight off my shoulders and right before exams. What greater gift! Im excited that I get to sleep in tomorrow! After school im goin to PiZzA hUt then Im goin over to darnells house. It seems like forever since we have hang out alone and Im so happy I cant wait! It will feel right again.I am hyped! But im out, HOLLA!
* * * DrEaMiNg Of YoU. . .Darnell * * * :o)