Run Away / Her / The Edge

Sep 23, 2004 08:56

She fuckin hates her.

She blames her for shit she doesn't do.

She wants to run away.

But she doesn't want to leave her father.

It would hurt him so much and he might blame himself for her running away.

When really it would be her mothers fault.

She makes her feel that shes usless or unwanted.

If she misplaces something, it's all the daughters fault.

How and why should she go on if she knows shes the blame for everything that happens.

She feels so alone.

No one knows how she makes her feel.

How she feels like she loves the dog more.

She felt important to her until an incident happened.

Since then it hasn't been the same.

There has always been some tenseness between them since then.

When she found out about their pool, it all started to get blamed on her.

She wants to run, she wants to hide.

She would rather die than stay with her.

But her dad and friends are the only thing keeping her from letting go.

With this she might just run.

Just to get away for a bit.

Her life seemed so fucked already.

Why not fuck it up more.

This is not the end but not the beginning.

But the middle.

Where a young 13yr old girl lives her life wanting to run.

Run far away.

Away from her bitch mother who seems to hate her.

But infront of people she is a kind "loving" mother.

But her daughter knows what really goes on.

The yelling, blaming and everyword she says cuts her insides as if her mother is taking a knife to her heart.

And stabbing her until her death.
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