May 08, 2004 14:15
ive been having a bad few days my whole familys in town right now so i think that might have something to do with my stress, because my moms stressed and lashing out on me...kinda sucks nuts. but yea anyways i finally found someone who i care about but im still stuck with the decision of if im ready for a relationship. i dont want to get hurt again and when i dont want to get hurt again i end up hurting the person i care for. so i guess right now sean and i a just ine in where our relationship is. were friends with bennifits but we actually crae for each other alot, and we finally cleared up the fact that we can do things with other people a nd each of us knows that we care more for each other then we do for the other person. but yea i dont know im so streessed right now.
oh yea and im singing in a band now, i have a job and im running for junior class president.