Aug 13, 2005 02:18
Tonite was so depressing. It was my last nite with the girls before they leave me for college. I can't believe it came so soon. I'm gonna miss Christina so much and I know she's only going 30 mins away, but things are gonna be so different. Who am I supposed to sit next to in lit and act crazy with? Who's gonna laugh at my EXTREMELY corny jokes? She's the best friend I've ever had. I also went and hung out with Justin tonite! It was so much fun. It was like when we were together. I miss that so much and now he's leaving. I dont know about the whole long distance thing. It worked last time, but I'm not sure about now. He's only going to South Carolina and it's only an hour and a half away and he'll be home every weekend, but I don't know. I guess I'll have to see how things work out.
I feel so abandoned. I know everyone has to move on after high school, but I feel like I'm kinda stuck here in Kennesaw. Things will be ok...
tlc and black eyed peas