Very Strange Weekend
I had fun on my B-day; Sang well in my singing class, went to Bayside to see my friends from middle school, went on the party boats with my nieces.
My nieces slept over my house and the next day we went to see "Meet the Fockers". It was hilarious.
Went to my dad's house and found out they took my chicken. I know it might sound weird, but that chicken meant a lot to me. I raised her and she was a friend to me. One summer when I came back from Cuba, she was missing. I hadn't seen her for years, so I thought she was dead. Then at the end of this summer, I found her, and she recognized me. I planned on catching her and taking her to my niece's house because the city was taking the chickens in my old neighborhood.
So besides the fact that they took her and her babies, I blame myself for putting it off. If I would have just gone and done it the afternoon I planned to, I would be able to visit her and her babies at my niece's.
I just keep remembered how she's look up and start walking up to me when I called her. She was beautiful; very unique. And she's gone, along with her young. She was caught because she was trying to defend her chicks. She was always an exceptional mom; out of all my years around chickens, I never saw one who cared for her young so much.
I know I'll get over it, but I blame myself so much; I let a friend down, and my procrastination cost her her life.
If this life wasn't so hectic, families would be closer...
So besides crying my eyes out for that, I was talking to my ex and it's very difficult to move on because there are unresolved issues that there's really no use in talking them out because they were in the past. The only thing we can do is move on and if something happens, then we talk it over at that moment so things don't pile up like they did before.
Besides's THAT, I'm in a dilemma... I really don't want to talk about it because it's something so close to my heart, and I'll only know the answer to it when times passes and when I'm able to discuss it further with that person... I don't want to give him up, but we also can't be there for eachother like we should be...
If you subtract all this from the equation, the result is a content life (except all those horrible things that are happening in the East; the war, the tsunami). While we're here enjoying our little video games and $200 shoes, people are starving, and others are dying so we don't have to worry about where the next bomb is going to hit. It's depressing...
Please, just enjoy your life, make a difference even in the most seemingly insignificant ways, love, and be happy. And if you get sh*t, try not to give it back. Just smile and let them live the life of a beast. = )
*HuGz*
My nieces slept over my house and the next day we went to see "Meet the Fockers". It was hilarious.
Went to my dad's house and found out they took my chicken. I know it might sound weird, but that chicken meant a lot to me. I raised her and she was a friend to me. One summer when I came back from Cuba, she was missing. I hadn't seen her for years, so I thought she was dead. Then at the end of this summer, I found her, and she recognized me. I planned on catching her and taking her to my niece's house because the city was taking the chickens in my old neighborhood.
So besides the fact that they took her and her babies, I blame myself for putting it off. If I would have just gone and done it the afternoon I planned to, I would be able to visit her and her babies at my niece's.
I just keep remembered how she's look up and start walking up to me when I called her. She was beautiful; very unique. And she's gone, along with her young. She was caught because she was trying to defend her chicks. She was always an exceptional mom; out of all my years around chickens, I never saw one who cared for her young so much.
I know I'll get over it, but I blame myself so much; I let a friend down, and my procrastination cost her her life.
If this life wasn't so hectic, families would be closer...
So besides crying my eyes out for that, I was talking to my ex and it's very difficult to move on because there are unresolved issues that there's really no use in talking them out because they were in the past. The only thing we can do is move on and if something happens, then we talk it over at that moment so things don't pile up like they did before.
Besides's THAT, I'm in a dilemma... I really don't want to talk about it because it's something so close to my heart, and I'll only know the answer to it when times passes and when I'm able to discuss it further with that person... I don't want to give him up, but we also can't be there for eachother like we should be...
If you subtract all this from the equation, the result is a content life (except all those horrible things that are happening in the East; the war, the tsunami). While we're here enjoying our little video games and $200 shoes, people are starving, and others are dying so we don't have to worry about where the next bomb is going to hit. It's depressing...
Please, just enjoy your life, make a difference even in the most seemingly insignificant ways, love, and be happy. And if you get sh*t, try not to give it back. Just smile and let them live the life of a beast. = )
*HuGz*