Dreams
Well, looks like I'm gonna be typing more entries than usual. Why? There's no one really at the moment who I can tell my daily events to, and this is a way to communicate.
I got a call from my neighbor a couple of minutes ago, it was hilarious. She went away with her family for the weekend and I took care of her cats and turtles: 3 cats inside, 8 cats outside, and 2 turtles. Everything went well, though she asked me if I replaced one of the turtles. This questions completely baffled me! Her son apparently noticed that one of the turtles was bigger than the other, which is true. I took care of the turtles a couple of months ago, and the size of one of them when I saw it this time shocked me. My boss says it may be a male turtle, but her son clearly has something against me if he thinks I'd replace a dead turtle so I wouldn't get in trouble. Ridiculous! So anyway...
Today was a long awaited day... I made an important call that couldn't have been made at a better moment. The whole time, it felt like a wonderful dream. I wasn't home anymore; I was away on a dream cloud I didn't want to return from. But, as the elusive "they" say, you can't have too much of a good thing. Not in this case. But hey, Life is like that sometimes.
Speaking of that, there's an unfairness here that is just... unfair!! ;)
I was looking forward to a wonderful X-Mas vacation. Two long weeks of complete bliss and a rose-colored world. Unfortunately, things happened that have extremely slimed the chance of my dream vacation coming true. And although I'm greatly grateful for the well being of those around me, I'm talking myself out of that dream so when the time comes, I won't end up staying the whole time in bed like I planned to do if something went wrong. I'm whiling to wait as long as it takes for the day when I can have my bliss... I thought of it as so close, now it's noticeably longer. And although I can't wait till that day, I know it'll be worth it & until that time, I will organize myself so I can conquer and gain control of my world again.
ANYWAY! Moving on! ;) You know too much already! lol Or not enough because you have NO idea what I'm talking about. =)~
I'm doing a lot better now although I have to work on letting things go.
My brother got a tattoo and I thought for a minute that it might be something I could do. I used to draw a lot and usually I would take a drawing and try to draw it by just looking at it. For a moment, I thought I could make money by giving people tattoos. Then I thought to myself and said "What kind of personal growth would I get from tainting people's blood?" I have no problem with tattoos, I just think there's something more worth while for me to do.
I like to dance, but I'd need to look for some kind of dance where you use your arms to express yourself; not something like salsa or back-up dancing. Something expressive; powerful. But I also heard from my uncle that dancers have it pretty tough. But everything is tough if you want to succeed. Well, we'll see what inspiration will hit me in a couple of months, maybe years. Hopefully not too long. I want to work towards my future NOW! Oh wellz.
Well, Life is ok for now, and I just have to keep trying to keep my head above water.
"The days are long,
At times too rough.
As much as I try,
Never seems enough.
The nights are too short;
The radiance of the moon,
The stars glistening in silence,
Allow me to think of nothing but you.
At day, hope is fueled by longing.
At night, it's crushed by the subconscious knowledge that I refuse to believe.
My mind reasons, but my heart dreams and holds strongly for the future.
My daily tasks don't keep me in reality for long,
Because my mind wonders to the edge of the water,
And lingers in it's beauty and mystery."
-Enola
Ok, not my best, but I need to get back into my creative writing!!
SWEET DREAMS!!
I got a call from my neighbor a couple of minutes ago, it was hilarious. She went away with her family for the weekend and I took care of her cats and turtles: 3 cats inside, 8 cats outside, and 2 turtles. Everything went well, though she asked me if I replaced one of the turtles. This questions completely baffled me! Her son apparently noticed that one of the turtles was bigger than the other, which is true. I took care of the turtles a couple of months ago, and the size of one of them when I saw it this time shocked me. My boss says it may be a male turtle, but her son clearly has something against me if he thinks I'd replace a dead turtle so I wouldn't get in trouble. Ridiculous! So anyway...
Today was a long awaited day... I made an important call that couldn't have been made at a better moment. The whole time, it felt like a wonderful dream. I wasn't home anymore; I was away on a dream cloud I didn't want to return from. But, as the elusive "they" say, you can't have too much of a good thing. Not in this case. But hey, Life is like that sometimes.
Speaking of that, there's an unfairness here that is just... unfair!! ;)
I was looking forward to a wonderful X-Mas vacation. Two long weeks of complete bliss and a rose-colored world. Unfortunately, things happened that have extremely slimed the chance of my dream vacation coming true. And although I'm greatly grateful for the well being of those around me, I'm talking myself out of that dream so when the time comes, I won't end up staying the whole time in bed like I planned to do if something went wrong. I'm whiling to wait as long as it takes for the day when I can have my bliss... I thought of it as so close, now it's noticeably longer. And although I can't wait till that day, I know it'll be worth it & until that time, I will organize myself so I can conquer and gain control of my world again.
ANYWAY! Moving on! ;) You know too much already! lol Or not enough because you have NO idea what I'm talking about. =)~
I'm doing a lot better now although I have to work on letting things go.
My brother got a tattoo and I thought for a minute that it might be something I could do. I used to draw a lot and usually I would take a drawing and try to draw it by just looking at it. For a moment, I thought I could make money by giving people tattoos. Then I thought to myself and said "What kind of personal growth would I get from tainting people's blood?" I have no problem with tattoos, I just think there's something more worth while for me to do.
I like to dance, but I'd need to look for some kind of dance where you use your arms to express yourself; not something like salsa or back-up dancing. Something expressive; powerful. But I also heard from my uncle that dancers have it pretty tough. But everything is tough if you want to succeed. Well, we'll see what inspiration will hit me in a couple of months, maybe years. Hopefully not too long. I want to work towards my future NOW! Oh wellz.
Well, Life is ok for now, and I just have to keep trying to keep my head above water.
"The days are long,
At times too rough.
As much as I try,
Never seems enough.
The nights are too short;
The radiance of the moon,
The stars glistening in silence,
Allow me to think of nothing but you.
At day, hope is fueled by longing.
At night, it's crushed by the subconscious knowledge that I refuse to believe.
My mind reasons, but my heart dreams and holds strongly for the future.
My daily tasks don't keep me in reality for long,
Because my mind wonders to the edge of the water,
And lingers in it's beauty and mystery."
-Enola
Ok, not my best, but I need to get back into my creative writing!!
SWEET DREAMS!!