My problem
So yeah since now I have some sort oif chance to get online and check stuff.... yea... i cant check and comment oh its great and I am so excited about that!
I talked to a long lost friend last night and it was so nice to talk to him I missed him but then again I am an asswhole for not calling him and not talking to him and being the way that I am and was towards him that night and at prom. Now if that didn't give away who I talked to then I dunno what other clues to give him.... You;re all going to think I am the biggest ass ever but I think by telling you and putting myself down it is the only way to get it off my chest.
To make a long story short basically I hung around with people who werent treating him very well and so I ended up hanging out with those people and he got hurt because he felt that I was backstabbing him and ignoring him. He was right. I turned on him just because of the influences of his "friends" who werent nice to him at all.. and then i didnt talk to him because I started hanging out with them everyday and not calling him and he wasnt calling me because of what I did to him. I felt bad but because of the favct that I was rude to him it turned out that I am the one who feels guilty in the end and who has to go back and apologize for the things I did. So that's my story and that's how it turned out. I called him yesterday and we talked and joked a little but something was different and it turned out to be me who changed I turned on him faster than those guys did. But that's it.
Think of me what u may and I will talk to you later.. Let me know what you think... was i wrong in hanging out with people who hurt him?
I think I was.
Write back... i might not be able to check it but I will eventually so.. I will comment back to you...
<3 andrea
I talked to a long lost friend last night and it was so nice to talk to him I missed him but then again I am an asswhole for not calling him and not talking to him and being the way that I am and was towards him that night and at prom. Now if that didn't give away who I talked to then I dunno what other clues to give him.... You;re all going to think I am the biggest ass ever but I think by telling you and putting myself down it is the only way to get it off my chest.
To make a long story short basically I hung around with people who werent treating him very well and so I ended up hanging out with those people and he got hurt because he felt that I was backstabbing him and ignoring him. He was right. I turned on him just because of the influences of his "friends" who werent nice to him at all.. and then i didnt talk to him because I started hanging out with them everyday and not calling him and he wasnt calling me because of what I did to him. I felt bad but because of the favct that I was rude to him it turned out that I am the one who feels guilty in the end and who has to go back and apologize for the things I did. So that's my story and that's how it turned out. I called him yesterday and we talked and joked a little but something was different and it turned out to be me who changed I turned on him faster than those guys did. But that's it.
Think of me what u may and I will talk to you later.. Let me know what you think... was i wrong in hanging out with people who hurt him?
I think I was.
Write back... i might not be able to check it but I will eventually so.. I will comment back to you...
<3 andrea