my life.......alone
well, i know i don't post anything quit as often as i should, but oh well. I have as always come to the EXTREME realization, that I will be spending the rest of my life ALONE. I don't understand as to why ANYBODY wouldn't find me attractive, or at least fun to be around. I'm beginning to feel like there is truly something WRONG with me. I'd love to go out more, but I'm left so tired from work that i either don't want to do anything, i'll have a little bit of energy to do something, or just don't want to be bothered. then again, i have been told that i'm high maintenance and/or that i ask for way to much. i'm neither of those things, especially the part about asking for too much, because i don't, I NEVER have asked for to much. if wanting to be loved is asking for too much, then i'm very sorry!!!! Where have all the good ones gone?