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Hey ya'll it has been a while since i updated this thing...Well ok here we go let me let u kno some of the things that has been goin on in my life lately.
Well first off me and Joe are no longer together 6 months and for the past month or so he has made me so misserable that i broke down and started cryin at skool and for ne-body that knowz me they kno that i dont break down and cry let alone at skool....Well the thing was he was wantin to listen to what everybody else had to say instead of actually listenin to me...I was misserable *thank you kim and sarah for bein there for me i dont kno what i would do w/o u 2 i love u guyz*
Then maybe about 2 saturdayz ago Kyle and I hooked up same day as kim and her boyfriend Pat and to tell ya the truth i kno what it feels like to b REALLY happy with a guy. Kyle makes me so happy its rediculous I kno I said the same thing about Joe but that was only bc he was my 1st love and i thought that i was happy but that was a false kinda happy this is a real happy and i love it! I kno he cares for me for real bc he walks down to my house at 530am jus to give me a kiss and say hello. He never wants to make me mad bc he is afraid he'll lose me he would do anything for me he said he would take a bullet for me and he alwayz calls me his baby girl and playz with my hair even when i dont ask him to jus bc it makes me happy he puts my happyness b4 his own and joe didnt do that. Joe was a great guy my 1st love and that is never goin to change but i was just holding on to joe bc i didnt think that i could go on and b happy w/o him! now i kno how completely WRONG I was! and i am so happy that i was!
Well Kim and Pat are totally Happy together and i am happy for her bc she deserves to b happy just as much as she wants me to be happy. Sarah and the guy she likes will have FINALLY hooked up! Cudos for her. She deserves to b happy.
Kyle,Kim,Sarah,Pat,and I have been hangin out alot lately and now that sarah is datin will he is goin to start bein with us alot more as well which is cool.
Well I am out ill update more later but right now i am in skool and not suppose to b on here
i kno it seems like i moved on fast but the truth is that i have been over joe for a while it jus took a long time to let go so no im not a slut no im not a hoe im just me so please stop talkin about me like i am one!
<3 amby