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I am so confused....(hence the icon) so Laura and Jason are going out. I honestly am very happy for both of them(plus i kinda helped them get together), they're really cute together and seem really happy. but am i happy? not really. at first i was only missing having a boyfriend. now it's more like i miss jason. like when i kissed matt, i thought about how jason was a better kisser. i watched Laura and Jason pass notes and talk before class, and i remember sophomore year when it was me and jason. i almost feel bad, b/c i want to tell him, but it would be really ackward since he has a girlfriend now. it's actually really depressing, especially reading his notes and stuff. maybe this is all just a psychological thing, i'm just over-annalyzing the situation(as always). ugh....