hopefully this will be over soon
i am ending all of this..well on my part atleast
jess, marie, and marissa
i respect all of your opinions
i don't necessarily agree with all of them but i respect them
i can see how you thought we were being competitive
i can see how that might have hurt marie and jess
i really want all of this to be over as much as it might not seem like it
what you see as me being moody...is me just being extremely emotional (i guess in other words that could be moody) but thats just who i am..it's in the genes
i really am not as selfish as you guys may think i am
you guys may have done something nice for me or said something good about me that i just dont know about...and i could just be assuming the worst
i shouldn't be assuming the worst.. so please prove me wrong
if you guys think you're having more fun..then thats great..maybe you are having more fun in your opinion..there are different ways of having fun
i tried calling you jess...but you were doing sumthing so just call me back when ur ready
marissa..im glad we talked things through..i got it all out and you got it all out..and im glad we're back at neutral
marie...i dont think we really need to talk about much..unless there's something you really want to say to me..please call me and let me know..other than that i dont have any problems with you
i made all the past entries private because i want everyone to forget about that..not totally forget but just kindof erase for now...because thats not something i really want to remember
if you think im a bitch/inconsiderate/a liar..then more power to you...i admit it still hurts that you feel this way..but what you think will make no impact on my life as a whole...whether its true or not? that depends on you
i'm not gonna make or let anyone else make anymore little tributes to gaby, leah, me or whoever because obviously that starts stuff that i really dont mean/want to start
no more competition...no more games...no more nasty comments (i wrote them too i know)...lets just be cool again please
i'm willing to try if you are
this is all just buliding up so lets break it down
also...i wasnt trying to act like i was too cool by taking you guys off my friends list...i just didnt want to read what you guys wrote while all this was happening
i dont know if you care but you're back on my friends list...
and i didnt write this just so i wouldn't have to talk about it with any of you..i still wanna talk... i wrote this just to get stuff out..writing helps me feel better
oh and if i make you wanna gag jess...then that sucks.im sorry i make you feel that way...obviously ...as everyone knows..gagging isnt fun
jess, marie, and marissa
i respect all of your opinions
i don't necessarily agree with all of them but i respect them
i can see how you thought we were being competitive
i can see how that might have hurt marie and jess
i really want all of this to be over as much as it might not seem like it
what you see as me being moody...is me just being extremely emotional (i guess in other words that could be moody) but thats just who i am..it's in the genes
i really am not as selfish as you guys may think i am
you guys may have done something nice for me or said something good about me that i just dont know about...and i could just be assuming the worst
i shouldn't be assuming the worst.. so please prove me wrong
if you guys think you're having more fun..then thats great..maybe you are having more fun in your opinion..there are different ways of having fun
i tried calling you jess...but you were doing sumthing so just call me back when ur ready
marissa..im glad we talked things through..i got it all out and you got it all out..and im glad we're back at neutral
marie...i dont think we really need to talk about much..unless there's something you really want to say to me..please call me and let me know..other than that i dont have any problems with you
i made all the past entries private because i want everyone to forget about that..not totally forget but just kindof erase for now...because thats not something i really want to remember
if you think im a bitch/inconsiderate/a liar..then more power to you...i admit it still hurts that you feel this way..but what you think will make no impact on my life as a whole...whether its true or not? that depends on you
i'm not gonna make or let anyone else make anymore little tributes to gaby, leah, me or whoever because obviously that starts stuff that i really dont mean/want to start
no more competition...no more games...no more nasty comments (i wrote them too i know)...lets just be cool again please
i'm willing to try if you are
this is all just buliding up so lets break it down
also...i wasnt trying to act like i was too cool by taking you guys off my friends list...i just didnt want to read what you guys wrote while all this was happening
i dont know if you care but you're back on my friends list...
and i didnt write this just so i wouldn't have to talk about it with any of you..i still wanna talk... i wrote this just to get stuff out..writing helps me feel better
oh and if i make you wanna gag jess...then that sucks.im sorry i make you feel that way...obviously ...as everyone knows..gagging isnt fun