What really happened
Okay so the last time I posted I said I was talking to a guy from Wyoming. I will tell you now I don't feel anything will happen between us because as my sister pointed out the other night while we were on the phone with each other I always go back to Victor. No matter waht we go through we always end up togehter. I know huge drama if you knew everything we have been through just as freinds. I have tested him so much that I thought for sure he would want nothing to do with me. My other sister told me yesaterday about something that happened years ago while I was at camp between Victor and his brother. In all reality the girl who helped me realize who I always turn to when things go bad isn't really my sister. She is a girl that i have known since I was about two or three and we have always been really close so i just call her my older sister.
So the other night I asked her if Craig was just put in my path to deter me from the one God has planned for me. She asked which one I always go back to no matter what and my answer of course was him referring to Victor. She told me I had just answered my own question. I know things will happen when they are meant to so I am not going to say anything about what is going on between us. The other day we came to a better understanding in our relationship though because we talked about this other guy I am talking to and he knows how I feel. I think the spark in our relationship will be there again when its God's timing. I am not saying the spark is competeley gone but in a way it was. There are so many things we could do but why rush things. I know sometimes I wish things would happen right now but while I was in Colorado over spring break Aunt Betha told me not to rush into anything and it would happen in God's time. Grandpa Mondis also told me something along the same lines although I would perfer to leave that between him and I and of course Victor becuase he told us when we were together. Well that's all for now let you know what really happens and rather or not I ever talk to Craig because I won't ignorge his call if he calls I will still talk to him.
So the other night I asked her if Craig was just put in my path to deter me from the one God has planned for me. She asked which one I always go back to no matter what and my answer of course was him referring to Victor. She told me I had just answered my own question. I know things will happen when they are meant to so I am not going to say anything about what is going on between us. The other day we came to a better understanding in our relationship though because we talked about this other guy I am talking to and he knows how I feel. I think the spark in our relationship will be there again when its God's timing. I am not saying the spark is competeley gone but in a way it was. There are so many things we could do but why rush things. I know sometimes I wish things would happen right now but while I was in Colorado over spring break Aunt Betha told me not to rush into anything and it would happen in God's time. Grandpa Mondis also told me something along the same lines although I would perfer to leave that between him and I and of course Victor becuase he told us when we were together. Well that's all for now let you know what really happens and rather or not I ever talk to Craig because I won't ignorge his call if he calls I will still talk to him.