Apr 22, 2006 14:23
everything feels so out of place. i dont know how to explain it. i just miss joe. i mean yea i know my hormones are all screwed up but i wish i could say exactly how it is here. its so rough i dont know what to do anymore. i know he loves me its just Daniel i think is coming in between us and i cant do know more than what ive done. i just wish he would see me through for once and understand how i feel. i miss the old us so bad. back when i used to sneak out, sneak around. im trying to hang in there and keep it together but its so hard. i try everything in my power to do things hes been waiting on me to do but know nothing. i tell him how i feel i write him songs, i pray everynight for something to turn out right, im just waiting for that miricale any day now. im so tired of sheading tears.
theres still so much to say but i cant say exactly how it is. yea i know my hormones are wak and that has alot to do with all this. but theres more feelings than words.
i miss my superman