amanda eddy is a dirty whore
tonight i went out to dinner with amanda. its almost her birthday.. she'll be the big one five. oh yes. she was talking about how we all went to the waterfires in rhode island this summer. it made me sad. i miss summer. and for more reasons then the weather. fuck the weather, summer was about so much more than that. i also miss dan. 'cause we've been out of touch for a while. everyone was nicer in the summer. and my hair was naturally lighter and my skin was tan. and shit like that makes me happy/. i feel different in summer too. a different person almost. better & happier.
.]i hope you never feel unwanted.[
i need to get away.
everythings okay. i think.