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so- have you ever met someone who reminded you of someone you didn't like so- you automatically didn't like them- or meet someone who reminded you of someone you liked- so you like them & you trust them when you don't really even know them?- yeah- that happens to me all the time (not neccisarily trust though)- did i pell that right?- Anyhoo- this guy at my job (one of the only ones who doesn't usually act like a dog in heat)- reminds me of a really good friend of mone- 7 it's so funny because I automatically tell him everything & feel like i can joke with him- when really he could be just as scummy as the rest of 'em- but i can't make myself see him that way- NOW- let's pause here for a minute to say-I have NO INTEREST in this guy-I know how brownsville minds work- so i just thought I should put that out there. Anyway- i think i hurt his feelings today- but really what i was tlkaing aobut had nothing to do with him- but i don't think he knew that- anyhoo- i feel really bad- but logically i'm like- we're not really close so surely hes not really hurt- but i still can't seperate this guy from my old friend- so i feel like we are close & I DID hurt him- & now I want it to be tomorow so i can fix everything. basically i realize that I'm tired and this has all been senseless rambling- & everyone's like "huh?"- but I don't mind....um....NIGHT! Love you!