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i guess its that time of the year again. i guess it is time when i ignore my friends here at home.........hmm well aren't you doing the same damn thing with me???
so where do i start, well im up in Laconia for bike week and i have my phone but its not on me it is in robs pocket, so if you called i didn't see it till i was in the car. well i had missed calls from my house and a couple from cassandra in which one she left a voicemail. so in it she made me sound like a bad friend (and well maybe i am). So i missed Kelly's birthday and Joanna's little sisters Wedding (which i was invited to anyway). so whatever, next she says that tomorrow is her mothers birthday. ok well i guess i can stop in and say hi. then there is how i never return phone calls (yes i have a habit of not doing that), well im sorry i have a life and work and go to school (although it is summer an i am for the next two weeks and then i have to go back for summer school). i have things i have to do. unlike everyone else i only get to see my boyfriend on the weekends so i like to spend time with him. i don't live with him nor does he spend the night everynight. i see him fridays only. i am busy and so because of that it makes it easier if you call ahead and make plans other than calling or showing up that day and expect me to want to do something. if im at work i don't really now what time i will be getting home. i don't answer my phone at work cause i don't have the time to talk. you all had so many plans and expect me to jump on the fucking band wagon. well guess what im not crazy anymore, i want to make something of myself. when school is all said and done i probably won't be living in rochester anymore, i have a promising job in boston already, so i may end up moving there.
i love my friends to death but i just won't drop everything to make ppl happy, i do that everyday at home.
there im done ranting
so where do i start, well im up in Laconia for bike week and i have my phone but its not on me it is in robs pocket, so if you called i didn't see it till i was in the car. well i had missed calls from my house and a couple from cassandra in which one she left a voicemail. so in it she made me sound like a bad friend (and well maybe i am). So i missed Kelly's birthday and Joanna's little sisters Wedding (which i was invited to anyway). so whatever, next she says that tomorrow is her mothers birthday. ok well i guess i can stop in and say hi. then there is how i never return phone calls (yes i have a habit of not doing that), well im sorry i have a life and work and go to school (although it is summer an i am for the next two weeks and then i have to go back for summer school). i have things i have to do. unlike everyone else i only get to see my boyfriend on the weekends so i like to spend time with him. i don't live with him nor does he spend the night everynight. i see him fridays only. i am busy and so because of that it makes it easier if you call ahead and make plans other than calling or showing up that day and expect me to want to do something. if im at work i don't really now what time i will be getting home. i don't answer my phone at work cause i don't have the time to talk. you all had so many plans and expect me to jump on the fucking band wagon. well guess what im not crazy anymore, i want to make something of myself. when school is all said and done i probably won't be living in rochester anymore, i have a promising job in boston already, so i may end up moving there.
i love my friends to death but i just won't drop everything to make ppl happy, i do that everyday at home.
there im done ranting