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[babygirl129]

Warning: if you don't like cuss words, dont read this because i dont want a million comments in my journal yelling at me for "bad language". *not like anyone leaves messages anyway.

this fucking sucks. oh my god this is so gay. what the fuck. i can't stand this. i've tried everything to make myself happier... to make myself be a better person.

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[anonymous]

SARA WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!?!?!?!?! you're definatly pretty and nice and funny and smart and etc. you're an amazing girl and if someone doesn't see that then they're definatly not worth it. don't waste your time on some ass shit that won't take the time to know you. and don't say that about your brother he's your brother of course you're going to piss him off but he will always be there for you. trust me. everyone goes through this, i'm going through it. i know how you feel. but everything will come together at the right time. it may seem like the right time for you but maybe emotionally or mentally it isn't. don't try to rush things let them take their sweet time. thats all that you have to do. look at me i don't have a boyfriend and i've never actually had a real boyfriend, i've only had guys who i've hooked up with and they turned into assholes. and i met someone on new years when i wasn't expecting it and we both think each other are cute but we don't know each other and so i'm taking my sweet time getting to know him and he's taking his sweet time to know me. the slower you take things the better i promise you. just get to know the people around you, the ones that took the time to know you back, better. it'll all work out.

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[babygirl129]

it's not about guys anymore,sage. it is but it's not all that this is about. and i mean everything i said.

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[anonymous]

yea i know i was just giving an example, i was just saying. i wasn't thinking that it was all about guys. i was just stating that we all go through hard times and i know how you feel. i mean look at my life and all the shit i've been through but i'm still here. i'm still going strong and i don't intend to let anything stop me from getting where i want to be. i don't know exactly what you're going through or what you've been through, but compared to what i've been through from what i know it doesn't seem so bad,ya know. you're a much stronger person than i am, mentally, physically, and emotionally and i've been through some pretty tough shit and i'm going through some tough shit that no one can even imagine. and if you don't see that i don't know what to do. i don't know how to help you unless you really open up to me. i just want you to be happy and i'm trying to do what i think i should be doing. whenever i see you, you seem to be happy and you're always laughing. i just want to be here for you. you know my number you can always call at anytime and i'll be here for you to help you with your problem i always will i promise. i just want to help you and for you to be happy.