so fuckin depressed
today sucks today would of been Wills 19th birthday. 19 the year everyone goes to canada to get drunk. but theres no bars he can go to. no trip to canada for a night of regret. no puking tomorrow. on hang over none of it. he gets to experience none of it. he doesnt get aparty with his closest friends. no presents. just sad people wishing he was here. i just cant take it i couldnt even go to school today i was just to upset. i dont know what to do with my self on these days. days that should be for him. or days that mark another month in this world with out him. but these days are the days i get most of my thiknin done. im just one depressed girl.