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sooo brian came home this weekend to see me =D I was so happy. I missed him SO much..I didn't see him for 11 days! (it's usually a week) thank God he came home too, because as you might have noticed we dont get along very well when we dont see eachother for a long time =/ but anyways this was like the best weekend of my life and we're better now =] ( Read more... )
fuck you. i cannot fucking BELIEVE you are doing this already.
you make me sick with all your bullshit lies. not even just today but everything you told me this weekend.
what are you trying to do to me? is this like a fucking game to you?
you're back to being the same fucking ASSHOLE you usually are and saying ALL the same shit you promised on many occasions you would stop saying.
why did you waste your time typing that fucking thing up the other day? and why the fuck did you pretend like it was so important to you? you KNEW you didnt mean any of it. i knew it too. you did a VERY good job of proving that today.
honestly, you telling me and promising me all this shit thats supposedly going to happen when were older or whatever, is really cold hearted. it's fucking cruel even. why the fuck would you tell me all these things that you know i want to be true SO bad, when you know you DONT mean it and its not going to happen. it really really hurts. you get my hopes up SO fucking high, then you do this. and you wonder why i never believe anything you say. its mostly because of everything i just said. if you can lie about something so serious, something that you KNOW i take very seriously, then why not lie about everything else? you really broke my heart. again. for ONCE i really believed you. i thought that after everything you said/did this weekend, there was NO way you could be lieing and there was no way you could start acting like this again. but of course, you do. once again you have your priorities ALL mixed up and until you get them straight we are over. i cant deal with you treating me like a fucking princess for 2 days, then go back to school and treat me like SHIT. its like you're a completely different person. and i KNOW there is a reason for it. and im pretty sure i know what it is. im just waiting for you to admit it, get on with your life and stop hurting me.
so bye.
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he really isnt gonna change=[
too bad i SUCK at being strong=/
ugh.
well, thank you for the advice=]
AND for realizing its not right to treat your girlfriend like shit.
..who are you by the way??
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