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Today is just one of those days when I have soo much on my mind, but too many things are running through my head to be able to actually process what is going on. We've been talking a lot about our wedding lately. Trying to figure out where it's going to be and when it's going to be. We're actually meeting with one of the ministers that we want to perform the ceremony on Thursday of this week. It's a step in the right direction. We're both really excited to actually have a ceremony. Yeah, it wont be until the summer of next year, but it's okay. In all honesty, I know that I'm going to be with Theresa for the rest of my life, so there's no real hurry in having a ceremony anyway. Other than the fact that we really want to have one. For those of you who watch Queer as Folk, you know that Michael and Ben got married this season when they were in Canada, and I've totally been toying with that idea. I have family that lives up there, and if we ever go to visit them, we can always get married there while we are there. Sounds like a good idea to me personally.
Theres is far too much running through my head right now. I dunno how to sort it all out. Worries about finding a job that will pay me enough that I wont stress out about too much and finding one in a short enough time period so that we wont be totally stressed for money until I get a job. That, and my bank account is totally overdrawn because I had to pay rent last month, so I have to be able to pay that back. It would have been nice if the disability system hadn't fucked up my claim more than like 5 times, but it's all over with now. Now it's just a matter of getting a job as soon as possible. Anyone know of a place that's hiring where you get paid more than like $10 an hour and isn't too far from Van Nuys or is in Chatsworth or Northridge? Let me know if you do.
I'm totally upset with my mom and I have no idea how to deal with it. She's talking to her ex boyfriend again, yeah the one that she left here over Christmas. But I am not supposed to know. I'm just not deaf or blind or stupid cause he called while I was there, and I'm not deaf so I heard him on the phone since she was on her cell phone while I was sitting right next to her. Stupid mother fucker. Him that is. I just wish she wouldn't talk to him. He's an alcoholic asshole who doesn't deserve to live. Anyone want to take him out for me? I'd be eternally grateful.
Still have tons of shit to do around here, done none of it because I've had too much shit going through my head....until later..
Theres is far too much running through my head right now. I dunno how to sort it all out. Worries about finding a job that will pay me enough that I wont stress out about too much and finding one in a short enough time period so that we wont be totally stressed for money until I get a job. That, and my bank account is totally overdrawn because I had to pay rent last month, so I have to be able to pay that back. It would have been nice if the disability system hadn't fucked up my claim more than like 5 times, but it's all over with now. Now it's just a matter of getting a job as soon as possible. Anyone know of a place that's hiring where you get paid more than like $10 an hour and isn't too far from Van Nuys or is in Chatsworth or Northridge? Let me know if you do.
I'm totally upset with my mom and I have no idea how to deal with it. She's talking to her ex boyfriend again, yeah the one that she left here over Christmas. But I am not supposed to know. I'm just not deaf or blind or stupid cause he called while I was there, and I'm not deaf so I heard him on the phone since she was on her cell phone while I was sitting right next to her. Stupid mother fucker. Him that is. I just wish she wouldn't talk to him. He's an alcoholic asshole who doesn't deserve to live. Anyone want to take him out for me? I'd be eternally grateful.
Still have tons of shit to do around here, done none of it because I've had too much shit going through my head....until later..