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Theresa and I have been talking a lot lately about our wedding, and we're starting to make sure that we have the guest list figured out and all of that fun stuff. But it's making me think about things I hadn't thought of for a long time. An old friend of mine and I used to talk about my wedding and how she was going to be in it. The colors that people would wear and all of that good stuff. And it's just making me think about the fact that I still miss her. Something is going to happen where I no longer miss this friend, but I just don't know what it is. Part of me is still hoping that she will come back into my life, but there is no point in hoping this any longer because it's already been like two years. If not longer than that. I dunno why it's still stuck in my head. Something is blocking the letting go process. I can't explain it.....oh well....I have to sleep now...until tomorrow....G'nite everyone...