Still on the mission
:still on the mission of love:
I don't know why I get so jealous of Rosi having Chris. I guess it just bugs me. I want her to be mine. And only mine. Yeah Yeah I'm greedy. So sue me. ;) I just looked at her deviant and there's a picture of Rosi laying on her bed biting her lip. :/ hm. I don't know. I'm not gunna fret.
Schools been keeping me busy. I go to the docs tomorrow for something. [personal] I don't wanna decuss it. I'll let you all know about it later. I hope it's not serious.
I wish I was out of school. I just wanna pack up and leave. My life is so confusing.
Why is love so hard? I don't understand. Rosi and I go through soooo much shit that most relationships don't. But I believe all the shit we did go through brought us much much closer. And yes again I lost her because of my stupidity. And once again I'm trying to get her back. I know I won't always be able to get her back. So I gotta stop being what I was before. I want to settle down and start my life. I hate girl hoppin [that's what I call it] If it wasn't for going to see uhh yeah her Rosi and I would still be together and then I wouldn't be worried about or even have to go to the doc but it happened and now I gotta deal.
I want it to be just you and me.
believe me i will get you back,
no matter how hard i gotta try
you belong to me
we're supposed to be
together forever
you and me
I love you with all my heart
I have never felt this way
never
I love the way you make me feel
it's so good
so real
I can't say anything
it's like you take my breath
away
I can't speak
I get butterflies
my heart beats fast
sometimes i can't take it
it hurts
to watch you
be with her
and me be here
and watching you
I want you here with me
I want you to be mine
be mine
only mine
I fell hard for you
I fell in love
now I can't stop
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I Love You Rosi