Nov 28, 2004 00:01
Today is the worst day of my life...Let's see to start off my horrible day My little sister Alexis saw my PPP and questioned me and I told her nothing. She went to her daddy and he was like "what are you stupid? do you need me to take you out back and beat you" Then I had to go with them to target and best buy. My step dad told my mom and she gave me two choices. Throw it away, waste of $45, which I wasn't gunna do or Move out. So today I packed up all my clothes and personal items, including my guitar and I moved out. I moved to my dad's house.
I was crying on the phone with Rosi. She's been there for me for some time now and I'm thankful she is because I really need love from someone. I want to be happy. I'm happy.
Tomorrow everyone is helping me set up my room so I'll be moving into my room tomorrow thank god. Tonight I'm sleeping in Taylor's room. I need to finish my chemistry. I'm working everyday after school 4-11. I need the money to get a car and license. I'm going to see if dad can set up that subaru that he bought for me.
Well that's enough venting for right now.
I love you baby and I miss you.
To Rosi: thank you for being there for me since day one. I need you to love me and show me that I'm not doing anything wrong. I don't think I am. I want you to be there for me for eternity. I love you with all my heart. You are my lobster baby girl and that's never gunna change I promise. you have my heart girl and that's for eternity. :-* I love you.
- Trey