Cause it's all in my head

Oct 01, 2004 15:52


I can't win I'm either making someone cry or pissing them off. :-/. I hurt one and made another happy. I don't get it. I don't try to hurt anyone. But I do anyways. It's a part of life I guess. Since when someone doesn't like a person back that person is crushed. Don't get me wrong. I do like you. I just am not good with long distant relationships. I'm sorry.

I have been doing long distant relationships for 2 1/2 years and I never had a girl in my school for that long. Yeah I had one but that was sorta a one month stand because she played me. So yeah that probably hurt too. Wow I'm a heart breaker :'(.

Why can't I be ass ugly? with a stupid personality? Then no one would like me and I wouldn't have to worry about anyone getting hurt. Including myself. But one day someone as ugly as me would come around and fall in love with me and I wouldn't like them so they'd have their heart broken. :-/

I don't like this world it's full of heart aches and break ups.

So many people fell in love with me and it's crazy....And even if I do the simpliest thing they get hurt and I hate hurting people for real that's one of the worst feelings.

...'cause it's all in my head I think about it over and over again...

I want to be happy. :-/

-Trey
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