It's a Beautiful Day!
The First Day of Spring! It makes me sooo happy to see some good weather here!
Random thoughts...
I feel like an 18 year old in a 22 year old's body. How strange is that? I feel like I've always been older, my Grandmother always tells my Mom that I'm an old soul. I'm not absolutely sure what that means, but I think it means I'm reincarnated or something cool like that. I don't really know.
Today was interesting. Yesterday I got a letter from the Interim Dean of my college, University College, saying that I had "academic difficulties." Whack whack whack, whatever. I hate Pharmacy. It's stupid. If there's one thing you learn from this journal, never be a pharmacist is the best lesson! I promise. Now I want to be a Biology teacher. I e-mailed my 7th grade Biology teacher about this and he seemed to think it was a cool idea, check it out:
"Kristen, By now you know my e-mail address as it comes with the contact.
It has been more than five years and you still find time to think about
your seventh grade experiences and enjoy them. WOW! Thanks for the warm
thoughts of having me as a teacher. I tried to scare the life out of most of
you and you did not get to know me as a high school teacher to understand me
completely as some of your classmates have. Most of them now know what a
softy I really am.
So you want to be a teacher! Another WOW! You will have a job......as
there are already shortages of enthusiastic, qualified teachers of science
everywhere. Massachusetts is paying a bonus of $20,000 to get them!
Please feel free to write and ask me anything you want as after 29 years
of high school and middle school I hope can provide some insight. I will be
glad to help in any way.
Take care and hear from you soon :)
JAL"
.....I was so psyched! He's terrific! He and Mr.Falcione tie as the coolest teachers I've ever had. I want to marry Mr. Falcione of course, anyone who knows me knows that. He's got the best character...even though he smokes. But he's got a great sense of humor and he seems so damn upstanding. He's so persistent and he wants to make sure his students learn everything they possibly can.
So yeah...hmmm...what else....
I don't hate boys so much anymore, they just confuse me to no end. It's crazy. I think I have bad timing sometimes... Nothing ever works out WHEN I want it to. Maybe I'm just scared of getting my heart smashed into little pieces again, maybe I'm just scared of committment?? I don't know. At one point I think I'm so ready and as soon as the tables turn, my heart shakes in fear of what I'm doing. I don't even know....
"I'm falling even more in love with you, I'm letting go of all I've held onto, I'm standing here until you make me move, just hanging by a moment here with you..." -Lifehouse
Random thoughts...
I feel like an 18 year old in a 22 year old's body. How strange is that? I feel like I've always been older, my Grandmother always tells my Mom that I'm an old soul. I'm not absolutely sure what that means, but I think it means I'm reincarnated or something cool like that. I don't really know.
Today was interesting. Yesterday I got a letter from the Interim Dean of my college, University College, saying that I had "academic difficulties." Whack whack whack, whatever. I hate Pharmacy. It's stupid. If there's one thing you learn from this journal, never be a pharmacist is the best lesson! I promise. Now I want to be a Biology teacher. I e-mailed my 7th grade Biology teacher about this and he seemed to think it was a cool idea, check it out:
"Kristen, By now you know my e-mail address as it comes with the contact.
It has been more than five years and you still find time to think about
your seventh grade experiences and enjoy them. WOW! Thanks for the warm
thoughts of having me as a teacher. I tried to scare the life out of most of
you and you did not get to know me as a high school teacher to understand me
completely as some of your classmates have. Most of them now know what a
softy I really am.
So you want to be a teacher! Another WOW! You will have a job......as
there are already shortages of enthusiastic, qualified teachers of science
everywhere. Massachusetts is paying a bonus of $20,000 to get them!
Please feel free to write and ask me anything you want as after 29 years
of high school and middle school I hope can provide some insight. I will be
glad to help in any way.
Take care and hear from you soon :)
JAL"
.....I was so psyched! He's terrific! He and Mr.Falcione tie as the coolest teachers I've ever had. I want to marry Mr. Falcione of course, anyone who knows me knows that. He's got the best character...even though he smokes. But he's got a great sense of humor and he seems so damn upstanding. He's so persistent and he wants to make sure his students learn everything they possibly can.
So yeah...hmmm...what else....
I don't hate boys so much anymore, they just confuse me to no end. It's crazy. I think I have bad timing sometimes... Nothing ever works out WHEN I want it to. Maybe I'm just scared of getting my heart smashed into little pieces again, maybe I'm just scared of committment?? I don't know. At one point I think I'm so ready and as soon as the tables turn, my heart shakes in fear of what I'm doing. I don't even know....
"I'm falling even more in love with you, I'm letting go of all I've held onto, I'm standing here until you make me move, just hanging by a moment here with you..." -Lifehouse