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Today was a pretty good day. Finally for the first time in a long time i felt like things were going in the right direction, this could be a fake out but i really hope it’s not. I enjoy the feeling that i have now and don’t want to lose it. Every day i try to convince my self differently that maybe I should move on the saying “life's to short to waste time” has been running through my mind a lot lately. maybe because I've realized that there are other options out there no matter what they maybe there are other ways to go on in life.
It’s so hard sometimes to trust when you have that doubt in your head that it could be false. I still think my gut feeling is right but I'm hoping it’s wrong.
My internship should be starting soon…hopefully. I need to start making some money, I'm over being poor. I hate not being able to do anything and having to stay home. So pray it starts soon. well that pretty much sums up everything.
gnight