Last nights Dreams....
I had some horrible dreams last night. I actually woke up at one time really really scared even though I knew it was just a dream. This morning I was thinking maybe it was because of the cheese I ate last night but I didn't even have any and why does cheese make you have weird dreams... it hasn't happened to me before.
So anyway, on to the dreams.
The first one was the worst. I went to sleep around 1am. I didn't watch any scary movies or anything but I was dreaming that I was in my house and I let someone in and behind them followed this black shadow/ floaty thing. And I said "Did you see that?"... next thing I remember, I was sleeping in my mum's bed and paralysed (like when you're asleep) and I was moving. Like being pulled, really slowly off the bed and I couldn't make any sound. Couldn't even open my mouth. Then I started mouthing "Mummmmmmm" really frantically, all the time no noise and I was still being pulled. I was so scared at this point. I could open my eyes occasionally and kept seeing the lightbulb in my mum's room but I was so sleepy I kept closing my eyes and it all seemed so real!
After a what seemed like ages, it felt like I woke up a bit more and was shouting louder? But I couldn't hear myself shout, it was almost like my ears were underwater and although you know you're making noise, you can only hear it as muffled. The whole time I also knew my dad was downstairs so I started shouting "HELP" and "FIRE" in chinese which was strange.
I was already floated off the bed and the only thing was my legs were still on there and I knew it was a dream and was trying to force myself awake.. then suddenly... my eyes shot open and I was in my room but unable to moove, breathing really fast. Finally awake, I looked around but was too scared to move my body. I just stayed in the same position. I think I just moved a finger to make sure. But I was so so sleepy and I wanted to sleep but at the same time I was too scared to go back to sleep. It was truely terrifying!!!
I kept hearing these bangs and the radiator kept making noise too. I really wanted to go to my mum's room like a little girl at this point but I was too scared to get out of bed. Eventually I started thinking about some nice things and fell asleep again.
Omg I never had such a horrible dream before. So I had to write this down.
After that, The next dream I remember is just before I woke up. I constantly have this dream where I'm suffocating under my pillow and I can't move and I can see light thorough my eyelids but I can't open them or scream. Sometimes it's so real because when I force myself awake, I have to fight through the pillows and covers to get breath.
It wasn't just once though, it kept happening this morning. I would be sleeping and suddenly have the feeling and dream I was being suffocated, but I wouldn't wake, I would clear it and then it would happen again. Over 3-4 times before I woke up.
Fucking scary shit man.
If it was really the cheese then I'm gonna be scared to eat cheese at night. I've never had this trouble before though.
I hope they don't repeat themselves. Stupid dreams.
So anyway, on to the dreams.
The first one was the worst. I went to sleep around 1am. I didn't watch any scary movies or anything but I was dreaming that I was in my house and I let someone in and behind them followed this black shadow/ floaty thing. And I said "Did you see that?"... next thing I remember, I was sleeping in my mum's bed and paralysed (like when you're asleep) and I was moving. Like being pulled, really slowly off the bed and I couldn't make any sound. Couldn't even open my mouth. Then I started mouthing "Mummmmmmm" really frantically, all the time no noise and I was still being pulled. I was so scared at this point. I could open my eyes occasionally and kept seeing the lightbulb in my mum's room but I was so sleepy I kept closing my eyes and it all seemed so real!
After a what seemed like ages, it felt like I woke up a bit more and was shouting louder? But I couldn't hear myself shout, it was almost like my ears were underwater and although you know you're making noise, you can only hear it as muffled. The whole time I also knew my dad was downstairs so I started shouting "HELP" and "FIRE" in chinese which was strange.
I was already floated off the bed and the only thing was my legs were still on there and I knew it was a dream and was trying to force myself awake.. then suddenly... my eyes shot open and I was in my room but unable to moove, breathing really fast. Finally awake, I looked around but was too scared to move my body. I just stayed in the same position. I think I just moved a finger to make sure. But I was so so sleepy and I wanted to sleep but at the same time I was too scared to go back to sleep. It was truely terrifying!!!
I kept hearing these bangs and the radiator kept making noise too. I really wanted to go to my mum's room like a little girl at this point but I was too scared to get out of bed. Eventually I started thinking about some nice things and fell asleep again.
Omg I never had such a horrible dream before. So I had to write this down.
After that, The next dream I remember is just before I woke up. I constantly have this dream where I'm suffocating under my pillow and I can't move and I can see light thorough my eyelids but I can't open them or scream. Sometimes it's so real because when I force myself awake, I have to fight through the pillows and covers to get breath.
It wasn't just once though, it kept happening this morning. I would be sleeping and suddenly have the feeling and dream I was being suffocated, but I wouldn't wake, I would clear it and then it would happen again. Over 3-4 times before I woke up.
Fucking scary shit man.
If it was really the cheese then I'm gonna be scared to eat cheese at night. I've never had this trouble before though.
I hope they don't repeat themselves. Stupid dreams.