okay, i guess you all ready are in bed or something, lol.
well I'm bored. so im gonna type out my poems. you don't have to read them. im just bored.
Yes, I know they all suck. Ill leave the dates. I didn't write one in a while. hmph. here goes nothin.
*~*You*~* July 13,2003 *LAST YEAR, THATS WHY IT SUCKS* You are the one I love and respect, The only person who is almost perfect The one I want to kiss good~night, The one I think of day and night The only one who caught my eye, Who makes me laugh until I cry The one who is just always fun, Who I trust more than anyone If not with me, I feel alone The kindest person ever known The one that I could kiss ALL day The one who is sweet in every way Who understands without explanation The one who fills me with flirtation. The one who can set my heart free, The one who loves me for ME. So that is my poem, every word true Thats how I feel.. how about you?
*~I miss you~* April 6th,2004 (about my ex, that I just finally got over, thank GOD! we broke up last August.) I sit here trying to erase Memories or our first few dates. You always seemed to make me smile, The reason every day's worth while. I thought our love would never end, And now you tell me we're just friends. I really wish I could go back, To save the love that we now lack. There's nothing much I can do now, Except sit and wonder why and how. I remember when you used to say You love me tons, In every way. Thinking this just makes me melt, I only wish that's how you still felt. Missing you keeps me up all night, And how you used to hold me tight. These thoughts just seem to tear me apart, I need a way back to your heart. "They'll Never Know.."April 4th,2004 (yes,this is a depressing one, lol.)
My eyes are shut, I fight back tears I've prayed and tried so many years. But nothing ever is enough. I never knew it would be so tough. Look at them, now look at me.. What difference do you see? I'll bet they have no idea what I feel, Because they've never cared or saw me reveal. That is the real me,though Hurt, alone, and filled with woe. Of course I put on this smile, But only for a little while. Then I come home and take this blade And hope my imperfection fades.. I scrape and scrape, and feel the pain Until I am no longer sane. Tears fall hard as I sit and cry If they are perfect,why aren't I? Blood drops hit the bathroom floor, And for a moment problems are no more. I hear a car, someone is home I pull down my sleeve ..they'll never know.
thats all I feel like typing. Im tired. I think im gonna go to bed. its 1am. lol
well I'm bored. so im gonna type out my poems. you don't have to read them. im just bored.
Yes, I know they all suck. Ill leave the dates. I didn't write one in a while.
hmph. here goes nothin.
*~*You*~* July 13,2003 *LAST YEAR, THATS WHY IT SUCKS*
You are the one I love and respect,
The only person who is almost perfect
The one I want to kiss good~night,
The one I think of day and night
The only one who caught my eye,
Who makes me laugh until I cry
The one who is just always fun,
Who I trust more than anyone
If not with me, I feel alone
The kindest person ever known
The one that I could kiss ALL day
The one who is sweet in every way
Who understands without explanation
The one who fills me with flirtation.
The one who can set my heart free,
The one who loves me for ME.
So that is my poem, every word true
Thats how I feel.. how about you?
*~I miss you~* April 6th,2004 (about my ex, that I just finally got over, thank GOD! we broke up last August.)
I sit here trying to erase
Memories or our first few dates.
You always seemed to make me smile,
The reason every day's worth while.
I thought our love would never end,
And now you tell me we're just friends.
I really wish I could go back,
To save the love that we now lack.
There's nothing much I can do now,
Except sit and wonder why and how.
I remember when you used to say
You love me tons, In every way.
Thinking this just makes me melt,
I only wish that's how you still felt.
Missing you keeps me up all night,
And how you used to hold me tight.
These thoughts just seem to tear me apart,
I need a way back to your heart. "They'll Never Know.."April 4th,2004 (yes,this is a depressing one, lol.)
My eyes are shut, I fight back tears
I've prayed and tried so many years.
But nothing ever is enough.
I never knew it would be so tough.
Look at them, now look at me..
What difference do you see?
I'll bet they have no idea what I feel,
Because they've never cared or saw me reveal.
That is the real me,though
Hurt, alone, and filled with woe.
Of course I put on this smile,
But only for a little while.
Then I come home and take this blade
And hope my imperfection fades..
I scrape and scrape, and feel the pain
Until I am no longer sane.
Tears fall hard as I sit and cry
If they are perfect,why aren't I?
Blood drops hit the bathroom floor,
And for a moment problems are no more.
I hear a car, someone is home
I pull down my sleeve
..they'll never know.
thats all I feel like typing. Im tired. I think im gonna go to bed. its 1am. lol
<3xo
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<3 cuz i am happy and i love my life. =]
NOW i do anyways. that was a while ago.
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especially the second one :)
and the first one doesn't suck as much as you think it does lol.
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even though damn. mine could never be as good as yours lol.
do you write a lot ?
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