cause I miss your laugh, your smile
so lets see..
Spring Break has been over, and it`s been back to school. Not too exciting, but there`s only like two months left. I didn`t go on Monday, and I`m not going tomarrow either [even though it`s only a half day]. I really need to stop skipping my classes for no reason, but it`s gotten to be really easy. Next year I need to make sure I don`t start that again though.
So still on the school note.. I got my report card today. I did pretty good. I got all a`s and b`s besides for in biology, which I didn`t fail, but I also didn`t pass with the grade I would have liked to pass with. I`m just really bad at science, I`ve realized that. I found that I did better in my academics though than I did in my electives and like seminar. Which I have no idea how I pulled that off. Anyways, the conclusion is that I didn`t do bad, but I could`ve done better.
Lately it`s been pretty nice outside and I`m so excited. I mean, it`s kinda hard to tell what the weather will be like the next day because it`s Michigan afterall, but finally we`re starting to get the Spring feel of weather. Because of that I`ve been really pumped to get into bathing suit shape [which is something that I definitly need to do, lol]. I wanted to go rollerblading today, but I ended up having no one to go with :-( .. someone lemme know if you`d wanna go skating around sometime soon though. Jogging sounds like fun too, but I get lonely running by myself and it makes me wanna stop. Another thing is I need to start getting out in the sun and tanning, but once school is out the sun is pretty much gone and it starts to be windy, ewwie.
Today I ended up going bowling. I hadn`t bowled in like a week and I did horrible, lol. It was Jane, Steve, Derek, and me. Steve and Derek are two very nice guys who work at Jimmy Johns that we met through Kelli. However, now that Jane and Steve have whatever going on, we`ve been seeing them a lot more lately, and they`re nice, funny guys. :-) Anyways, Jane beat me badly. Then the second game I didn`t feel like playing.
Also, Fishel came over today and saved me from my misery because I`m lonely. It was literally pathetic. I was screaming/singing songs so loud that my mom and sister left the house, lol. I changed the song 'Mr.Lonely' to 'Lacie Lonely'. Hmph. See, I really didn`t want to admit this because I`m just stubborn and dumb like that, but after not talking to him for like almost 48 hours, I really miss him. I wanna see him. He can always make me smile.
I turned in some job applications the other day. Just to places a few blocks away at the most [McDonalds, Wendys, and Quiznos]. I don`t think I`m even gonna get a call back becase "I`m not 16", but it was worth a try. I don`t wanna be one of those kids who are like working everyday, but I`m sick of depending on everyone else. Plus, I know it would be helpful to my mom if I got a job, even though she wouldn`t admit it. Another reason is because I need something to do. There`s times where I just don`t wanna go out with friends, and I don`t wanna sit at home [even though I do love most of them dearly]. I just wanna feel a little bit independent sometimes. There`s times where I just wanna go out shopping to spend my own money, plus to save up for car insurance in the future, and college in the way future, kinda.
I drove a lot on Sunday. Sundays are now kind of like catching up/homework/preparing for the week/driving practice/family days, lol. I got in a lot of driving. First by going out with my sister and her dad. Then by going out with my sister, my mom, and my dad. That was the first time I had spent time with my dad in I don`t even know how long. I realized that I need to stop being stubborn. Sure, he`s made mistakes in the past, but who hasn`t. I don`t forgive him, and he can`t make up for the time he`s missed, but he wants to spend time with me now, and if I refuse then I won`t be able to make up for the time I missed, and then I would be the one to blame.
As for friends, everything is going pretty well. I know who I can trust, and I know who I can`t [overall]. Besides that, I don`t let most of the stupid drama/talking shit/whatever get to me. I mean, everyone has done it once in their life. Sometimes I`ll confront people, but then again, they`ll usually deny it anyways. So I`d rather just keep it in the back of my head, I can pretty much assume who would and wouldn`t say something about me. Things are lots of fun though. Tomarrow is the bowling night probably. Hopefully Ryan, Kevin, and them are going, cuz I haven`t seen much of them lately.
Okie, well I think that`s about it so I`m gonna go for now. However, there are some pics linked down belowww. Yes, I finally got my pictures from forever ago developed. And here`s a link for the rest of them*- pictures
meee..
^ Lizz, lol
benny boo [aka: eye candy for Kell]..
Crystal, Angela, and Me on Halloween..
Car, Jane, Me, and Britt before Homecoming..
Britt..
Me..
