Jun 28, 2004 14:53
job hunting is insanely dull. but i guess everyone knows that. duh. i felt so shite on saturday with everyone going out in newcastle and me stuck here. i guess its not so much i dont have anyone to go out with here, but i dont have the money too. still, keep thinking dont dwell on it and do all those other things i dont get to do cause i drink too much and party too hard! hehe.
steg and laura saved me on sat though. well made me go to bed happy and positive.
still think im going crazy though. i hate the way i just cant control my moods. bless my mum, shes being an absolute angel.
i really should stop moaning anyway. july is going to be awesome and its not like i dont have 1 million and one things i need to do before that anyway... and then all the other things i want to do aswell. jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez louise get a grip. hehe.
time to haul ass to the post office :)
to all my friends. you rock my world. thank you
xxxx