Jun 17, 2004 16:56
what a manic last two days. sat on the curb by the bus stop drinking cider listening to shai hulud with the sun beating down. and i was so happy. just totally contented with everything. must have looked like a tramp/looney, but hey.spoke to dodge for a bit as well. i know i shouldnt, but i was just happy and couldnt be arsed with telling him to fuck off. and my whole neo-nazi/holocaust obession means i like to see things from their point of view. know yr enemy and all that.
skates was a little crazy from what i remember now :S oh dear. think we pissed off a few people :( oops, dont mean too. im just a drunken twat. i dont really have a problem with anyone. my mates do i guess, but i cant be arsed with all that. easier to be nice. hehe,.i sound like a hippie. but i do believe it. (now just wondered off into my own world then.. thinking about people that dont like me. i guess there must be a canny few... dont know who they are... or why.. but ?!)
went for a walk round heaton last nite about 2am. was really nice. again, must have looked like a nutter, but it was so peaceful and quiet and pretty. and with strike anywhere blasting in my ears i was one happy lady.
fuck. to go out tonite or not? guess i should. must make sure i get on that flight tommorow :)
FUCK
my brothers getting married on saturday. i cant wait :)