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haha. thanks betsy
AH SHIT. i am in a terrible mood. i mean...oh SHIT. i just lost my fucking varsity spot. yeah. i'm cussing. i have cuts and bruises on my leg from getting pissed and hitting my racket against it. i have NEVER gotten mad playing tennis. EVER. this is weird. but i've always been naturally good...not really needing to work. it was a good deal.
DAMN IT
darrin went to baseball right when i was leaving. i think i had had tears in my eyes. i don't remember. he almost hugged me but people were around. that woulda totally broken the rule. so instead he smiled and told me we'd talk tomorrow.
DAMN IT
i need a good chai. spiked chai. heh. that's kinda an oxymoron.
pretty sure i successfully bombed my anatomy and physiology test too. yeah. and i have physics test tomorrow. and i had a senior seminar test and english composition test today too.
iowa city. miss. iowa. city. i miss iowa city like freakin crazy.
AHHHHHHH GOTOHELLTENNISDIEANDGOTOHELL!
*whimpers*