My ass is kicked....literally.

Jan 20, 2006 23:01

I am so tired and every muscle in my body hurts. Today I babysat for mine and Tim's godson. He is 6 months old and oh so very strong. It is really good for me to be babysitting again (I've been a nanny 3 times) and it is therapeutic for me to be around James (the baby). He is really a hand full but he is precious.

I am still dealing with the fact that I will not be able to ever have children. It has broken my heart. I'm working on mending it. At least we have James in our lives. I know that James and I will get to be the best of friends, and we will learn from each other.

Timothy is the love of my life. I've always known that, but I know it even more now. He really is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He is helping me to heal, both emotionally and physically.

Gracious, my pain meds are kicking in...for now I shall away...
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