Dec 27, 2002 14:42
I 'm am so sick and tired of searching for friendships that aren't there. Chasing people who don't deserved to be chased. For once i want to chased. to have a guy treat me like a person instead of use me for cheep thrills.
MAby i am asking for things that just don't exist
MAybe these things are just not me Am i to live the rest of my unhappy moving from person to person. That should not be the way
I am way too trusting and nice people see that in me and use for that. I guess the only way to get ahead is to be a bitch.
I 'm a person too dammit!!! EITher tell me what you really want from me or get the fuck out of my life
everthing for me has been so shitty i want to run away leave this life behind and start a new one but where to go i aslo have a fear of my troubles following
(i know it seems choppy but thats how my thoughts are and i have limited time so more will me added)